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I have a small piece of advice for you all:

Never tell lies. Even white ones can come back and sock you right in the face.

I was dishonest with a friend. I told her things were okay when they weren't and I led her to believe that our friendship was special when it wasn't. I did this so that I wouldn't hurt her.

But I couldn't stand it any longer. Something snapped and I finally had to tell her that i couldn't cope with our friendship any longer. She'll get the letter any second now.

And the reason that I didn't do it face to face?

I prefer to have all my bones unbroken, thank you. I just can't cope with a friend like that.

I can't cope with the drinking and the tension and the backstabbing and 'demon voices' in her head. She's crazy and she needs to be locked up and treated.

One day I'm positive that she'll kill someone. I don't want that someone to be me.

Selfish?

You bet.